You are right. I am addicted to him.
I question if Love even has anything to do with the picture anymore.
I know that I cant fathom how he can turn his back, leave me to sleep on the carpet upstairs with a blanket and pillow........taking away the mattress.....he said I wasnt allowed to use it.
It must be more that just him being and addict.
Now he says he cant live with me. That he would be better off on his own.
Of course now he also has finally gotten a job. its been 3 months since he was fired from his HUGE paying job. The job he has now is also equivilant to his old pay.
So, me, the one who supported us on $15 an hour for months and months........is left - while he goes off with his $50 hr job - that is until he stops going to work consistantly like last time.
I just needed to vent, cry and say something.
I have all the proof and validation that he is a horrible person. That he is evil.
and I am so codependant and hurt that I all I can think about is why why why why why.
Is he running away because of the baby, the responsibilities he doesnt want???