Claude
You couldn't have seen it. Even if you had, you were far too powerful, too omnipotent, like all the rest of us.
I've had deep conversations with my kids. So they know. But they too, are omnipotent. Time will tell. They are very smart, very accomplished. But not omnipotent.
Don't beat yourself up. The present needs all your resources. The script hasn't played out yet and only you can write the ending. That is the only thing you can change.
warren