I think it is normal to wonder, doubt, debate, and argue when you first come into the program. My sick thinking was trying to find every reason why I didn't belong. I wanted to argue every point, prove how it didn't pertain to me and I wanted to change the program to fit my needs. Then reality hit. I needed help and my way wasn't working. So I shut up and started listening. Quite honestly, we can not form an accurate opinion of a program after only a few weeks. It is impossible to get a full grasp or understanding of how it really works. Having patience and open mind helped me immensely. Not something I was very familiar with, I might add.