I surrender
Hi everyone,
I'm still struggling to pull up out of my relapse.
I seem to have one good day, starting over again, and then the next day I drink, and so it goes on. I've received so much good advice on this site and at AA - why oh why can't I put it into practice? What's wrong with me?
I just want to surrender to the fact that I am powerless over alcohol. It feels like the enemy doesn't want me to surrender so that it can keep attacking me and damaging me. I'm so tired of this war with alcohol, I just want to surrender and never engage the enemy again...
Thanks for being there. I'm so glad that days are just 24 hours long, so that it's not too long to wait before I can try to start over again...
PB