Susan, I have not seen my Megan since Christmas. She has sent a few text messages. After my husband got hurt yesterday, I called her and we talked for about an hour. I asked her those very questions that are going through your head. She told me that it is not that she does not care, it is just that the drugs get such a hold on her. It is the same with Kasey. She does still love you, she does still remember. It is just that when she has her DOC, those things are put in the back of her mind. That is the way that she survives this devastating disease. Think of how lucky you are that you can enjoy a normal day. That you can look forward to something as lovely as a summer vacation. Our addicts can't. Continue to take care of you and continue to pray for Kasey. God does hear our prayers. Hugs, Marle