I lost my husband and my son to alcohol related accidents and
another son to 26 years in state prison. The survival guilt and
what if's are horrendous. I can tell you the pain and guilt softens with time
although life will never be the same. I am hoping with acceptance
and forgiveness I can make the best of what time I have on this earth for me and my grandchildren.
A wonderful friend just sent me a book "Opening Our Hearts, Transforming
Our Losses" which I recommend.