Well, yesterday and today is PURE HELL!!!!! I'm having major problems! I'll be going to the doc early today. I had to drink a little last night. And, not wanting to trigger anyone here, I will be back with a new Day 1 here soon in the next couple of days as I'll have medical supervision. I am so tired of this crap!
Had an intense conversation with my husband on the issue as he is the perfect example of an enabler. My family life has been turned upside down, in and out...
If that's not enough, I am 3 weeks late for menstrual cycle. I simply CANNOT be pregnant while going through this... I've had 2 miscarriages in the last 2 years; we remain childless. I think it's my fault. How can I live with myself if I harm yet another pregnancy?
Please pray for me... I will continue to read as many posts as I can. This demon will be beaten once and for all...