How low can we go? I've been binge drinking for nearly 30 years, drinking daily for the last few months. A few months ago I started going out with an alcoholic drug dealer. He dealt with his all day drinking by taking speed and coke to stay sober, hey that's a good idea I thought. I can drink as much as I like and not fall over as long as I take drugs as well. On Monday night when he was drunk he beat the **** out of me.
I'm 43 years old with 2 lovely daughters. I'm an intelligent, educated and supposedly respectable woman. What the **** was I doing.
I'm just completing my 3rd day sober and have been to my first AA meeting. I'm staying well away from this now ex-boyfriend.
I haven't given up hope, with the support of the AA, everyone here and friends and family I'm going to lead a happy life.
Don't give up.