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Old 04-03-2008, 11:44 AM
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Robzoloft
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I just lost everything....need help

Hey All- I guess it was bound to happen....I lost my job today...tested positive at work...again...I 've had this job for 20 years....I've never done anything else. I don't know what to do....going into a residential program tomorrow....staying as long as it takes.....I feel like everything is lost now....everything...my kids insurance...my house...everyone relies on me and I let everyone down....I'm so ashamed and despondent...I don't know what to do...I'm so scared and feel so alone...I feel like my life is over..I'm lost..theres no way to fix it....I feel like I don't deserve to live...I screwed up so bad....theres no sorry ...theres no hope...I hurt so bad....just got out of the hospital an hour ago. Withdrawals are that bad....hurting...on top of it all I want a drink....how crazy is that s***? Everything I ever worked for is probably gone...I don't see any way out
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