Hi there! Alki here but i have one little experience with pain killers. A trip to the dentist caused me a relapse. Take these percecets(sp) for pain she said. One pill and i was like Heyyyyy this would be really good with a beer. Ended up being 3 years worth of beer and the continued pain of addiction.
So you must past the worst of the with-drawls. Did you taper/ detox? Congrats on the big progress. It gets better for sure. 7 months clean here it really does get better bro hang in.