I won't miss the wasted money.
I won't miss going thru withdrawals yet again.
I won't miss waking up feeling like I'm going to die.
I won't miss my daughter's disappointment in me.
I won't miss wondering why I'm trying to kill myself in this slow torturous way.
I won't miss the housework that piles up while I'm too drunk or too sick to do it.
I won't miss my old destructive wastful life.