Marle..You remind me so much of what my grams must have gone through with me.
It pains me to see you hurting. It is like a big smack in the head for me though.
As an addict I never really know and never probably will know the extent of pain I caused my grams.
She is everything to me. You never think it to see me high. But I would literally kill someone very violently and slowly if they ever hurt my grams.
Sorry so graphic but I am that serious.
But yet I was the one that hurt her the most.
It use to tear me up inside and make me get high more knowing what I did to her.
Now I am more aware of it.
And I am doing my very best to amke every moment count with her.
I didnt get that chance with my gramps.
I hope she snaps out of it and relizes what a beautiful mother she is missing out on.
I am sure she loves you Marle.
Well I dont have to say anymore. You know already.
