((((Marle)))
Your post made me think. I don't know if I even spent 5 hours with my dad in a year when I was using. It had nothing to do with whether I loved him (I do), it was only because getting high was my full-time focus.
I think you are doing great! I hope you continue to take care of YOU, because you're very special to me! You and Casey are always in my prayers!
Hugs and prayers!
Amy