policeman is no friend of mine. TJ this forum is a good start & all if you wanna get help but you might wanna get some help in the "real" world too. go to an AA or NA meeting & raise your hand and be like "Hi, I'm TJ & I need some phone numbers lists" and then dial em, don't file em. That is if ya haven't done that all ready. no one will arrest you on the forum.