cupicake, I am sorry for you that he used again. My ex also has had some clean time, we were dating again, (lived together for 10 years, seperated for 6 months) He used two nights ago. I hope we both learn something from this to take with us. It hurts, its confusing, its dissapointing, its crazy to me that everything they work so hard to get back, they will throw away in a day. I pray this will make us stronger women.