Hi AC and welcome. YES, you are in the right place for support. Stick around. I did, and I got...and have stayed sober (only 30+days, but sober none-the-less).
I, like everyone here, can relate.
All you have to do is TRY. That's it. As long as you're trying, you're working on getting/staying sober. And that is where we all start.
So welcome. Hope to see you around here.
Tay.