Hi KJ, welcome to SR. You'll find lots of support here.
I agree with resistra, I'm 28 as well and I can symphatize with:
"The fact that I'm 28 years of age, and I've done absolutely nothing with myself is literally eating me up from the inside out."
I've struggled a lot with that feeling, but at the same time I'm glad I got to this point sooner rather than later - obviously the best case would have been not to be here in the first place, but I'm fed up with what ifs so I'm not going down that road anymore.
Seems like you have thought about your own benefits of not drugging; try to focus on that, maybe it'll give you the strength you need to get kickstarted. Sometimes it's not about what you have to lose if you keep drugging, it's more about what you have to gain!
Take care
Matt
