Really don't know what my plans are for now. I've done rehab, IOP and meetings before.
I stopped the meetings and I started using again....that should tell me something.
I need to get my finances back in order, can't even afford gas in my car right now. Don't get paid again until the end of the week and just got hit with $400+ in NSF fees by the bank. I'm screwed right now.
Boyfriend is out of the picture (my choice) he's got the same problem I do so we are no good together. He doesn't even work so I was always on the hook for everything anyway. It was more of a drug relationship anyway.
I've been making a lot of bad choices and don't like what I am becoming.