I have to agree with so many people, what you are experiencing is a normal Recovery. Recovery isn't all a bed of roses, but being Clean and Sober makes life alot easier to deal with. Also, someone on another thread said something the other day I found funny.
Normal is just a setting on the washing machine.
Have Faith, it will all work out. think about my "signature" at the bottom. Sometimes we don't understand but we all need to have Faith.
When you look back on this, you will be able to chalk it up to another situation that you were strong enough to handle. It's gonna help add coping skills to your Recovery Toolbox.
We're all here for ya!