Have any of you ever had paranoia like that? This time it was like I was actually hallucinationg.
A few times I was losing my vision. I would literally not be able to see clearly, I was seeing double and triple.
It was like I was trying to kill myself.
I'm so angry with myself. Not to tell war stories but I spent almost $3k that weekend. I can't even afford to buy my kid a birthday present, it's going to be late.