Hi Designer, I took my rose tinted glasses off and began to see clearly,and found that my relationship with my xab was not to be. Please beleive it does get easier it really does, it's only 7 weeks since i left my xab and ive been through so many emotions, anger, sadness, fear but now i am at peace with my life, i have compassion for my xab and more importantly i am beginning to respect me, and accept that I made a bad choice and now it's time to move on. But i have learnt so much about me and the things that i need to change, so i never to make the same mistakes again.
If you can stay with someone for the next two weeks then do it. Please be careful not to be manipulated by ur ab, he will try anything for you to stay. Take care
Mairxx