((pj))
I'm so sorry. When my mom passed there was so much I wanted to say to her, to ask her, but she wasn't there in her mind. It was one of the hardest times in my life. My sister tried to keep me and my other 4 brothers and sisters away, it was a huge legal mess. It took so much out of me just fighting to have a funeral that I lost the chance to find any peace in mourning her and dealing with so much history that just seemed to be hanging out there. I'm still not over all of it and it's been 10 years.
If I could be there, I would just hug you and let you talk.
Know you have us right there with you.
Hugs
B