And all of this to say that while i AM powerless in this situation...i am NOT helpless...and i am NOT alone...i'm hanging here with the hp of my understanding (and apparently a guy in a tutu! )
LOL now THAT is a mental picture I'm not sure I wanted! However, if the guy in the blue tutu is how you see your Higher Power, then go for it.
The last part of the step challenged me for awhile. "restore me to sanity??" There were times I was sure I was the sane one and my life would just be better if everyone else could just see that. Other times, I was convinced I had no idea what sanity looked like, and I was fairly sure I couldn't be
restored to something I had never
HAD.
My sponsor had me approach that part of Step Two backwards. She had me write down all of the insanity in my life. Next to each thing she had me write the opposite. That list gave me a peek at what sanity might look like.