Just on a side note. I have dated other guys that werent addicts and even then breaking up with them hurt like hell. Addict or non-addicts its not easy getting your heart broken. BUT life does go on and I will still wake up every morning the world doesnt end, it sure feels like it though. It doesnt matter. I just dont want to see some people fall deeper and deeper in love. None of those were short relationships most of them were 2+ years, yes I am a slow learner when it comes with addict I think OH they are different than the last one or any other addict. No they werent same old behaviors same old actions.
It does get better once you free yourself and find yourself again. The only person I have to worry about is me.