You're right, of course, Anvil.
I have two brains - my logical brain, and my dysfunctional child brain, and it's the latter that gets me in trouble.
You'll see posts from me here, I'm betting, where I sound like a person with valuable life experience and good advice - then, the next day, you'll see a weepy, lost rambling plea for help.
I often bitch about my husband being Jekyll and Hyde, but I think I'm developing distinct personalities of my own!
I should post this in a new thread, but I'll include it here - I really do think I'm a borderline personality, and as hard as he is to live with, I think I need to work on me, because I do want to see what happens with our marriage if I'M HEALTHY. Right now, I'm not. I started the process of calling around to therapists today.
Thanks