Thank you both for your kind words and support. It feels good to know that others are on my side. My family keeps telling me that I have done the right thing, but now to hear it from all of you, it means more. I am looking forward to the day I will walk into a meeting, my goal is maybe this week, maybe next week. I have a friend that has been involved in Alanon and I have spoken to him a few times about it. I just don't want to go alone.
I am happy I have found this group, because I am always near a computer. It is amazing that so many people are there for you when you need it the most.
Thank you, from the bottom of my heart