Joyful, Welcome!! .... I am so sorry you are having a difficult time of it and I am so glad you found us and you finally posted! As you have seen there are many wonderful people here, all willing to help in what ever way they can. You are not alone, and I hope you get the heat going! I do not have an addicted spouse but an addicted child but the drill is the same, we didn't cause it , we can't control it and we can't cure it. There will be many people right along behind me soon with lots of good stuff to share....take care of you, post lots, hugs,
grateful