Hi Gyps. I am glad too. How are you getting on?
I have lost my earlier posts but I remember how I was still. I was so lost and lonely. I was also self centered and pathetic - waiting for someone to save me. I remember thinking that as I walked around town, I had my SR friends with me to keep me safe. SR was my first HP.
Carol and Anna - I could never have been given a bigger gift. Only my sister not my parents but isn't it amazing? We stay sober one day at a time and the effect we have on other people is so big. To help my family, that's all I have to do. Just for today, to go to bed sober tonight.
for you both.
RZ - I remember you being there for me when I first came too. You were so wise and helpful. The first thing you posted to me was a little man banging his head on a brick wall saying I should just concentrate on getting sober and not worry about my "relationship". Hehe. I thought you just didn't understand. My head was full of yes but this and yes but that and I continued to bang my head on the bricks. I still have the same problem you know. The relationship stuff isn't quite sorted yet but I have been practising giving up control with my sponsor's help. Watch this space....
It's morning here so GOOD MORNING SR!!! Hugs from Steph