Awwww...Wild One...after all you've been through...and, now this. Far be it from me to try to figure out the HP's plans for us...there are times it's awfully hard to "keep the faith". One thing I do know...whatever the reason, your little one is in the arms of the angels now. Please try to find some small comfort in that...and take good care of yourself! We need you here at SR!
Hugs...rae