wow.
Well, for the living situation - I haven't got any advice bvecause I failed 'relationship 101 four freaking times. I'm not going back.
LOL
So if *I* say 'do' something - you can BET ... it's gonna be wrong.
Kinda rude, though.
Moving someone else in.
You know, there somes a time ... when we aren't allowed to escape any more.
We have to cope.
If I didn't know already that Casper sucks... I'd probably live there. I *do* have a picture of me, in front of a gas station there, leading four miniature horses ... we were on the way back from the Denver Stock Show. Leading four miniatures in a 50mph crosswind at five degrees is not something easily forgotten.
I also have a photo of me 'standing' the Sinclair dinosaur in front of the gas station in Cheyenne ... I was drunk for that one. Saw that fiberglass dinosaur - went into the trailer and got a show halter, and put it on the dinosaur.
It was SUPPOSED to look like I was 'showing' the dino.
It looks like a drunk being obnoxious.
Which is pretty much what it was.
I remember the very first time you ever posted here.
I mentioned AA.
It's never too late, ya know.
The only meeting you're late for -
is the first one.
It sounds to me like the drinking and other substances have succeeded in alienating ou form your comfort circle. It appears to this recovery8ing alcoholic ... that you're being pointed where to go for help.
So what's the choice?