******{Jen}}}}
My ex lost his life to his addiction. We were not together at the time, but the news hit and hurt big time!!!
I can only say that with grieving, feelings fluctuate .. I remember going from sad to angry and a bit numb very early on ... I was very mad at him because his death was senseless and could have been prevented if only he had stopped using dope.
I made my ex a online memorial .. with the heart that if his story could help even just one person .. then he died not in vain.
If you would like you can go visit my ex's memorial .. I have written on there from time to time my feelings. Look for stuff signed by Sher or Nytepassion ..
William Simmons (1957 - 2004)
******{HUGS}}}}
Passion