Originally Posted by
hello-kitty 
"Do I want to live while I'm alive, and embrace what sustains me or die while I'm alive and embrace what destroys me."
WOW, what a quote! I had not seen that one before, but I guarantee that I will see it again....lots of times!
Kitty, have you read the Language of Letting Go for today? December 29th? Ann posted it on another thread, and it hit me right between the eyes. I printed out a copy to take with me today when we go see my XAH at the half-way house. It was
exactly what I needed to read today, and I think maybe you would connect to it as well.
I wrote a lot of letters to my XAH, but I have only sent one. I wanted to make sure that nothing I said was going to make our situation any worse than it already was. I spent weeks coming up with just exactly what I wanted to say.....keeping it totally to my thoughts, my feelings, my sorrows, and my needs. I edited out anything about him. Not my jurisdiction!
Wish me luck today, I am nervous and uncomfortable.
Babs