planning for a better future and a better life for yourself is a good thing. good for you, dartanion....it takes courage to break away. i wish you healing of your heart and trustworthy friends. there is always help whenever you need it...college counseling office, 12 step groups, here. there is a plan and a purpose for your life....you are here to blossom, to give and receive love, to find your true path.
a new year is around the corner, so... time for hopes and wishes and...reminding myself, too... action! all the very best to you as you heal and move forward.