I'm in a nursing home, and many of the residents have "gone home" to be with their family. I was happy that mine came to see me on Sunday and yesterday...because going "home" for me is out of the question. Even though I'm in a place with about 200 other people, I feel alone...and, I've been sober for many years.
If I were in your position, I'd be meeting hopping...just like I used to do the bar hopping on holidays! Pull yourself together...put on a nice outfit, some makeup, a lovely perfume...and get out to a meeting, or two, or three!!! No need to be alone today...you're not very good company, unless your in a room with other alcoholics...go, go, go!!! Merry Christmas!!!