I am so sorry you are going through this
from your previous posts, it seemed your son was not quite ready to do the serious work of recovery
mom to mom...I know how hard it is for you....
it is such a sad situation when a mom prays for jail time for her son but it may be the answer....
is it possible for him to be in a more restricted program....(Day Top...Phoenix House etc...)....I know for my son it was essential that he have structure and limitations....he has still never had permission for an overnight or even more than a few hours to visit....he will need to be really ready before he is granted that privilege....he does work but is required to be "home" for dinner and evening meetings
I will keep you in my prayers this Christmas