Originally Posted by
Ashar 
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I wonder if it's possible to find the strength to quit again after a relapse.
I am very sorry for your loss. There is no timeline, no one is chasing you, it is better to quit today than tomorrow. That will give you one more better day in your life. Build memories, and great memories starting today. Quit today, for yourself, or find a reason to quit. Do whatever it takes. Just quit it.