Glad it's working for you Bonbon. and I am happy that you are looking after yourself.
And listen to Ogly - of all the many valuable things I have learned from Ogly, the biggest is "stop second-guessing". Second guessing is an invitation to fear. It is a "what if". And it is something I used to do all the time and didn't even notice. And it is a great lesson to me. Thank you Ogly.
I think the healing has begun Bonbon, and the strength you have shown is to be admired.
You are in my prayers.
Hugs