until then I still hope, pray, the sob suffers forever...I'm not god.
don't write me a letter to make an amends or leave the guitar
on my grave when I'm dead.... years on down the line.
it will be piontless to me.
become willing and ready whenever the hell you want, whenever that is.
Just so you can live with it...right now....right now.
oh but it's going to happen on god's time...F-that.