JT and Ann -
I am sitting here at my computer (I am supposed to working, but visiting this site instead
)and my eyes are full of tears. The tears are for a few reasons, first for you JT and for your GS and your son, I pray for you all.
And second, for my mom and all I put her through when I was using. I have by the grace of God managed to get almost 7 years sober, and don't get me wrong, I know what I did to her all my years of using and the unconditional love that she had for me. I also know what it felt like when she finally said "enough", which was the best thing she could have every done for herself and for me. Back to my point, the feelings that you women post are so honest and true, I wish that my mom would have had friends like all of you when I was active in my addiction.
I am not really sure what I am trying to say here so instead of rambling on and on let me just say, Thank you and I don't know any of you, but I love you.