I know what you mean MG. I'm to the point now where I can hardly stand to be by myself in silence. I have to have music playing, or the tv or something to keep my mind from having a chance to think. I still do think it's good to have time for self-reflection, but good Lord I don't know when to stop. It seems to just be part of my obsessive, addictive personality. By the time I have myself figured out I'll be dead, haha.