Thank you so much for welcoming me. I just feel like there is no where to turn. I can't sleep, can't eat and my heart is racing all the time. I was there for him through the blower on his car, driving him around because he was embarrassed, telling him he is such a great person sober. I have called and left him messages at home telling him I love him. I know he is so angry with me because this is the 3rd time I left him because of drinking in the last month or so. I know I hurt him, but doesn't he see how he hurts me? Did I mention he is a manager in the restaurant industry. That is the last place he should be. Customers and employees always offering him drinks, why doesn't he get out? He says it is all he knows, that indurstry, but can't he see he needs to save himself? I just want to stop crying