ha SaTit, your post put a smile on my face. Acceptence is a son of a bitch!
The amusing thing about the whole AA thing is that I moved to a new city about 6 months ago...so I really don't know anyone that goes to AA here. All of the people that I hold resentments against are half way across the country! (this logic of mine, of not wanting to go back even though I have never really gone to a meeting here, kinda makes me want to bang my head against my desk!)
I actually made it though college without going crazy with the drinking, though I definately had my (bad) moments. But normal people do not get home from work and have multiple drinks, pass out, then get up and go to work promising themselves that old "never again" saying just to repeat 2 or 3 days later.
This whole process is just overwhelming