Welcome to SR!
I did return to AA...many tmes
not once was I made to feel guilty or unwelcomed.
What finally clicked for me was the information found
in a book "Under The Influence"
We have excerpts on a sticky in Alcoholism.
http://www.soberrecovery.com/forums/...influence.html
Glad you are going to try soriety again ...
Recovery Rocks!! ..