Well, I talked with my boyfriend a few days ago, he was supposed to send me the visitation form so that i could get approved to go visit him. I never got it, and I told him so, and he came clean and said he didnt send it because he doesnt want to see me until he finds out how much time he is going to get. If he gets a 5 year sentence he says that he will most likely break it off with me, that he thinks its unfair to ask me to wait that kind of time for him. Im devstated.. I know what some of u might say.. that its a blessing in disguise.. But truly, he would break my heart. He loves me he tells me so, so Im not sure I understand his thinking, th only thing I think is that he is afraid that I would bail out on him, or that I would cheat or it just wouldnt work out, but to be so afraid that seeing me would just make things harder on him when he doesnt even know anything right now??? I dont know, Im baffled..