((((((((obsessed)))))
I wish I could be there to give you a big hug in person.
I'm sorry that you are in so much pain right now. The holidays can be so tough.
Just know that the holiday is almost over...
And tomorrow is a new day.
Please love yourself...and, if you can, protect yourself from your daughter's emotional abuse as best as you can. Sometimes no contact is a good thing for everyone involved.
I don't know your whole situation but I just hate to see a loving mom hurt so much by the hateful words that can sometimes be spewed by an addict...especially at the ones they love the very most.
Hugs...and prayers..