Hello Sugarplum!
This must be such a difficult time for you and your girls. We can all understand how so. From my point of view, you are doing a wonderful job. You are taking care of you and you are giving your attention to your children. Loving them at a time like this is very important. This comes from one who is the child of an alcholic. It is very painful to see the man who has been in your world your whole life come to these means. You are a rock and I know your girls must love you that much more for it. Know that my (and everyones here) prayers are with you. Look to your HP for center and serenity. God Bless!
Lolly