Juls : that is exactly how I feel! As I said , I have never had these feelings surface before , and thus , have never adressed them. I used to just drink , before they overwhelmed me . So they are a whole new thing for me to deal with.
I guess abandoned emotionally , would describe me fairly accurately too. Always wanted to be " invisible " , I have been able to voice some of this to my new sponser , which is a big break thru for me , cos I have NEVER spoken the words before !
And I did it sober !
another first
HUGXXX
Lee