But for the sake of the kids you and your husband will have, I am so grateful that you both want to be sure you are ready to be parents before bringing them into this world.
Yes, I def. don't want to bring a child into the world of active addiction. So we need some years under the belt before it will happen. If I got preg. to soon I would def. feel selfish because I did it for me and not for the best interest of the baby.
I needed a big ol squishy hug today......thanks anne marie.
(((Wendy)))
Its hard sometimes isn't it. Sometimes I start to rationalize it to myself in my head (I'm tellin ya, that's such a dangerous place sometimes) but I always stop myself because I realize what a problem it would be if he were to use again. I dunno. I suppose its kickin in hard too because I got 2 preg coworkers right now. Sheesh.....I'm feelin down.
I talked to hubby about it. He is gonna cook dinner for me tonight and I appreciate that.