Welcome to you! You are among friends. you have made a good choice in the middle of chaos. You are smart because you are now looking for help for you.
I agree with Hope. You need to go to meetings and read the stickies above. they have been my lifeline. Helped me find my way through this. Showed me how i can still love him but, gave me my direction and got me off of his.
:praying Cece