I know the feeling honey but after awhile it does come back. After Brent died I would litterally lose my mind everytime someone said God's will or some such CRAP....but now that I have had time and could distance myself a little bit from my emotions I realized it was his will....that is the true hard part......accepting God's will.................if that didn't just come from a PK................lol
Just take it a Day at a time Barb things will turn around just remeber if your praying then he's listening just watch for your answers.....it may not be what you want but it will be what he wants for you!:praying